I know I've posted before about not being sure what I want this blog to be and where I want to go with it. I think for now at least I've figured it out. It may be an ongoing thing, but I know part of my problem was my own analness(I'm sure I made up that word). I decided that in order to go in the direction I want to with this blog I needed to change the title of the blog. I decided to change it to Living a Passionate Life, because by doing that I can blog about whatever I want, as long as I'm passionate about it and probably even a few things I'm not, but hey sometimes laundry and vacuum have to be done even if you are NOT passionate about it.
I'm going to open up and be me, because you know what it's something I have always struggled with. I'm determined to make my 34th year the best ever. I have big goals and plans and I'm not going to let my insecurities and worry about not being myself because someone or someones may not like that. I have those kinds of people in my life, some I can get rid of, but some I can't. And maybe with some of them it is me thinking I can't be my true self around them, not really them. And I'd like to think that with some of them it's because they wish they could feel more comfortable being themselves around people and not what they think they need to be.
Self Confidence has always been an issue for me(I know I've blogged about that before). I have always wished I was one of those people who believed in themselves so much that they really didn't care what others think. I think a small part of most people care on some level what others think of them, we all want people to love us and care about us. I want to be proud of who I am and not get so hung up on being who I think others want me to be. I want to be proud that I'm creative. I get so tired of people thinking it's a bad thing. I have someone very close to me in my life, that I can't really easily get rid of that at times thinks it's a great thing, but others loves and brags about it. It's hard to be around that person because I never know what mood they are going to be in and what side of them I will encounter. You know what I'm tired of it. I accept them for who they are and they need to learn to do the same and not just when it strikes their fancy or when it will benefit them.
So with this blog I'm going to blog about whatever strikes my fancy. I will blog about what I'm working on, what the kids are up to, when I'm upset, when I'm happy when I'm sick of the floor looking like it does from all the leaves that come in our house and so much more. I hope you will join me on this journey.
Some of my problem was also coming from having another blog for my Pink Owl stuff. I was having a hard time deciding what I wanted to post here and what I wanted to leave for there. So I think I have that figured out as well. My plan is to use that for finished items only. Maybe once in a while I'll throw in other posts, like right now that is where I'm posting all my Handmade Gifts to Give ideas. It will be more for the "business" type stuff. I will show projects here as well.